(not) floral pants

since i wear pants most of the time now. i kind have interest for many kind of pants. striped ones, floral ones, etc. sadly it's pretty much difficult to find. i have literally shortest legs ever. i found this floral pants in vero moda a while ago. it fits me quite well, i just realized that it doesn't look like flower pattern. but it is flower pattern if you look closer. vero moda had the stripes one but i hadn't change to grab it. it's sold out now. so i got myself mint green jeans instead. haha.

i actually changed my shoes to white ballerina since i don't wear wedges too much now and it feels so awkward to wear them again. the picture below shows that my wedges is a lil bit too big. it isn't actually. it's my size and the length is just perfect but maybe my feet are too small for these wedges.

hobo bag from asos. plain white t's from cotton on. floral pants from vero moda. wedges from görtz17. trench coat from h&m.

candy pastel

mango pink cardigan. pastel dress from Bandung. primark tights. h&m booties.

ootd: friday!

it wasn't really what i was wearing today. the only thing missing is actually my Primark brown satchel bag that has carried very heavy stuffs today. but... i didn't wear this grey with orange sleeves jumper or jacket or i don't know what it is. i wore my only chunky oversized cardigan instead :P
i've been wearing this sweater so many times lately. surprise surprise it's the sweater i've been talking about. it's very soft and doesn't itchy at all. maybe since it's made only from acrylic. not like mostly fluffy angora or wool sweater, the material doesn't stick onto your jacket or anything. it can be washed in machine too! life is easy. :D
sorry if you find it not matching at all. i mean the shoes, the jacket. i think the only things that match each other are the sweater and the washed jeans. but i've been enjoying wearing those. they're so comfortable!
i cropped my face here because my hair was like a total mess. :S and i've been trying to take my photos with timer again btw :)

primark mint sweater. cotton on jacket. logo via matahari dept store jeans. UP wedges. pimkie vintage-inspired necklace.

rereading 2009

i can't sleep and i'm a bit upset. so i'm currently reading my post from december 2009. it's so funny cause that time was all that i want right now. how i enjoyed every single details of my life. how i love to hate school assignment. it's like i even enjoy the moments i hate because it suppossed to be that way. and how i wasn't ready to go to college and grow up. it's been more than 3 years and it seems that i never change. these posts surprisingly not making me more upset. i feel like i should enjoy every quandary i have right now as well. it feels like 16 year old me gives me courage to be sad normally. be sad if it's needed. be happy if it's what i'm feeling. set the goals and enjoy the proccess.
i was scared back then, but i enjoyed being scared. even though i just wanted to stay and i didn't want to move on, i'm proud to say, yes, that time is the time i needed the most right now.
i'm not that happy seeing me writting this. it shows that i'm not grown up at all. but i'm feeling a lot better right now. being 20 year old is scary and time moves too fast but overthink won't make the time goes slower. so what i'm going to do right now, is thinking about saturday.
have a nice sleep everyone!